this..gifts to my birthday. this accompany me have a nice dream everynight. thanks for priskaand caecilia for this :)

aku gak pernah liat ibu se-kecewa itu.ya Allah aku keterlaluan bgt kali ini. maaf bgt ibu.aku gak tau harus gimana lagi. aku gak tau.aku takut ibu gak percaya lagi sama aku. aku takut:'( ya Allah.kalau tau kaya gini mending gak usah dr pertama. hmm bismilah aku berubah kok bu,janji. gak akan pernah ngulangin kaya gitu lagi. aku yakin ibu pasti masih mau percaya sama aku. aku yakin. bisnilahirohmanirohim.ya Allah aku serahin lagi semuanya sama Engkau ya Allah.

bukan nya minta diterima kasihin/gak ikhlas bantu kalian. tp aku cuma membiasakan kalian berterimakasih. bukan cuma ke aku doang tp ke org lain juga gitu.jgn mandang apa2 dari sisi negatif terus dong

pictures of me=D boleh kalau mau ketawa..maklum siang2 begini gitu efeknya

aku cuma rindu dapat perhatian lebih dari seseorang. aku cuma rindu ada yang meluangkan waktunya untukku. aku cuma rindu suasana waktu itu. aku cuma rindu kenangan,kita

start with better

suddenly its so clear. did you deserve get my heart? i guess no. not boy. you and i certainly in love,in short time. you walk before me, leave me w/ your bullshit promises. now, i realized. right man in the right place in the right time. Allah will never late to give a beautiful destiny:)

its so you da

SAMA KAN?SAMA KAYA LAST EX!!!! KENAPA SAMA!!!!!!!

remember all these thing?

i tell you goodnight everynight, sleep tight and "love you".but now,i can't even tell you a goodnight:'(

remember when i send this,you said "im okay,i just sleep away" but in my case i worried about you:'D

i wrote this when i get bored w/ sosiologi lesson. when i miss you so deep.when i really thinking of you

i love the pencilcase,necklace, and thing behind them:))

you look great when i share you photos, that i wear this shirt w/ your necklace:')

maybe you'll never know how happy i am.you made this,i really appreciate<3

poor me!

i made this words when i feel very very depressed every i think about him, i can't stand for my self that the fact is ........... he doesn't know me, so how can he feel the same with me too ?

....This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now i'm, in this condition
And i've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry

its too fast

...ku harus pergi meninggalkan kamu,yang telah hancurkan aku, sakitnya sakitnya ooh sakitnya. cintaku lebih besar dari benciku,harusnya kau sadar itu, bukan dia tapi aku.
aku ingin kamu berubah.aku ingin kamu setia. aku ingin kamu hargai perasaanku.aku ingin kamu hargai perubahanku.aku ingin kamu tau aku selalu sayang kamu.aku ingin kamu sadar hanya aku yg mengerti kamu.aku ingin kamu tau bagaimana hancurnya hatiku.dan aku ingin kamu tau hatiku tetap untukmu,arda

want this so much much much

i'm afraid that someday you walk out of my life

i'm afraid that someday if i pinch myself, i might wake up and realize that you're really just a dream

i'm afraid that someday i will say "i used to be that girl.." to my friends when i see you with another girl..

i'm afraid that someday i can't even tell you a goodnight..

WELCOME HIGH SCHOOL

for all everybody that always support me,thanky so much much much :)

JUNE 20

I can’t promise you perfection, because that’s not who I am. I can’t promise you forever, because I don’t hold fate within my hands. I can’t promise you sunshine, because I know there will be rain. I can’t promise you complete happiness, cause with true love there comes pain. I can’t promise to always smile, because life has a way to make me cry. I can’t promise to always stand strong, because it’s never easy to want to give life another try.
I LOVE YOU DA:')

DINI <3 NANDA

its probably, you

Kalau dulu aku tidak seperti itu bagaimana aku sekarang? Kalau sekarang aku begini bagaimana aku kelak? sulit ya menyimpulkan apa yang saya rasakan sekarang. hal yang membuat ini terasa sangat sulit bukan menyampaikan apa yang saya rasakan, hanya saja apa yang akan terjadi setelah apa yang saya lakukan. saya takut tidak dihargai. saya takut tidak dianggap keberadaan saya. saya hanya takut menerima apa yang akan terjadi, kemudian. mungkin, hanya mungkin, saya belum bisa benar-benar merelakan yang sudah terjadi. mengapa selalu penuh dengan kata mengapa. terlalu banyak hal untuk dipertanyakan, terlalu banyak yang harus dipertanyakan walau dalam kenyataannya jawaban dari setiap pertanyaan sudah terlihat jelas sekali. rasanya seperti menunggu sesuatu yang mungkin sangat mustahil terjadi. rasanya seperti benar-benar menemukan cinta ditempat yang salah

1/3 of 2012

Well I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back, but I know you did

Aku bukan jomblo, hanya sedang ingin sendiri.. Maksudnya mantanku yg ingin aku sendiri :| Aku disini kok, Kamu yang pergi!

its so you ex

But in my case, you have an alternative which is, more....more...more than me. If only you'd waited a 'lil bit longer, it'll come to you.

Like this sayings "If you avoid good things for a good reason, something better will come to you". It is true, I witness, because it happens to me.
Yes I know, the only thing I could do now is, give the best with what I have. And I have you. And I do wish I'm your happiness-machine.

Well, soon-to-be-your-happiness-machine<3